Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Scoolwork and the act of a teenager...

I am tired... And I'm whining... I hate that.
At school trying to get our buisness plan done. A lot of creativity, but still a lot of yawns as well. Thank God I'm working with the best one! We're a good team. Me, Carramellan and the obligatory chocolate. Ha ha... And a loooot of coffee!

This week is and will be crazy. And I haven't found an internship yet. Ticket there - yes, place to live - yes, internship - no. Well, it'll be alright.

But, I'm in love. That is great. So I smile silly all the time. And I'm acting like a teenager. But I'm scared too. I don't want to hurt people. And in this case it's impossible not to. Yet, I don't know what other way to do it. I really like him a lot, and he likes me, and I want to be with him. Next to him. Now. I never intended this to happen. But it did. And for that I'm happy. I know it will be a mess, it always is when love is involved, but I am certain that I want to be with him. So, that's that.

I count the days to Portugal. 17 today. Time is standing still. Bha!

My tattoos are looking better for ever day. They are healing fine. Viver o Agora. Now I'm just trying to live up to that.

17 days...

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