The essence...

So this is it. The truth. The purest thing.

I can never say I wont lie. Noone can ever say that. But I'm not the lying kind.

My life is a mess. My life will always be a mess. I'm a messy girl I guess. But that's okey.

I love... a lot. I hate to hate. And I think the only thing I hate is just that, to hate.

I feel a lot. I am passionate. Hot-blooded some would say. I am a red blooded woman. For best and worse. But that's okey too.

I have wishes. And I wish too damn much. But I dislike the what ifs... So, I'm working on that. I am a working project. A project in progress. I sometimes say I hate that I wish. But it's not the wishing in itself it's that I have to wish.

I've got many dreams. And they are all confusing and changing. Like me. But that is okey too.

Yeah... And I sing. And I dance. And I smile. And I live. Today. And I will live more today tomorrow, and even more the day after that.

Just wish me luck. There's always room for that.

I love living, and I wish I wouldn't complain as much. But everything is okey, as long as I'm okey with it. And I'm usually okey. Or at least I will be...